Oh manz... I am so drained. Been a madness week of crazy work, rubbishy quiz and exams, endless shit to settle, I juz feel a need a break so badly. Wanted to go bowling with Alvi and Thomas today but was juz too tired n that stupid headache stopped me.

Hmm... I think I dun handle certain matter too well. Reflecting back this week, I felt I could have prevented some shitty incidents if I had done a better job in ensuring things were the way it was supposed to be right from the start. Why can't I be be a stronger and firmer gal? I am WEAK!!! I pray that relations will eventually recover with time.

Somehow, I miss cell meeting. Haha... But I can only join Gary and Bern at the fri cell meeting if I have nothing on. May have bowling training or other stuff on fridays. Maybe I should join somebody's cell who's not on a fri? Dunno la.. juz a tot. Haha... I think i still need some time.

Am pretty tired manz... think I shall stop here la... I really shd go n slp soon.. Need that slp badly manz...